This day have realy been so special.
It was like the island had a magical spell. All colors in nature was so sharp and bright.
The sun was shining from a cloudless crisp blue sky, and yet the moon was to see in the middle of the day.
This day is so very real special. A day that only appeares every 4. year, this day is it allowed wemen to ask the love for there life for marige, if he says no he must buy her ten par of white glows.
I have never tryed it, but think it is a funny thing ;)
Today the twin paintings became finish, so here they are
First of the twin paintings are done and finished, feels so good, having it out of the brain, the last is in good progress, but there are at least a day more before that is done, if it dont tease as much as the first. Looking foreward to set it up in here.
The next show on the island will be 3. may 2012, so i gues i have a lot to do, before i can put 8 new paintings on the wall in the house for art, here on the island.
And this week will be busy as hell:
tomorrow i have to go to the art club.
Tuesday i have free work in the youth club, showing how to make jewelries.
Wedensday meeting with the psykic who have promised to help me.
Thursday time at the doctor, and for some acupunktur, he thinks he can bring the feelings back to my leg. So just have to try it.
Besides that i still have a lot of other things to look into, so i doubt that i got time for the paintings more this week.
Damm i am so tired to day.
It have been a good day today. Spend the most of the day working on the paintings. The first of the twin paintings are allmost done, i just have to refine the shadows, and the second is done with the background. So looks like i am following the plan.
Was just out with the dogs when time was.
It feels just like the spring have arrived, the birds are singing and the sun are shining. The cats and dogs have spend the most of day playing togehter, using the whole house as theire racetrack, while they where performing the most strange jump and somersoults.
The night is one more of the islands magical nights, there are a million stars in the sky, no wind and not a single sound of any kind. I love those magical nights.
And in a few houers i am in the church pretty tired i gues, but what the heck, there are just me arround, so i can tacke a couple of naps in between the dogs when the painting is drying.
today you came by and wissit me.
suddenly i could smell you, and I felt your hand gently caressing my cheek. The pease you came with was so nice. But i miss you my life is so empty without you.
I have all the memories with you in my heart and mind, and to day they went back to days before school time, the days where you went to the zoo allmost every day whit me and my brother, and the zookeeper took me behind the cages, and allowed me to help feeding and petting the animals. There are three particular days I remember very well.
The day i was inside with gorillas and orangutans, and gave them juice of the tin cup.
The day i was inside the winter cave for the polar bear and was allowed to hold her newborn cub and after that i touched the lion king. i remember how scared you where, standing out side the cage looking. God i enjoyed that time. Not that you where scared but spending the time with you and the animals.
When i was with you i was alowed to be me, just a normal kid. Mum did always treaded me like i was a doll, and father well some where i think he was sad that hes first kid was a girl and not a boy, he became so mad if i cryed or where sad, or wasnt strong enough.
Life was so easy with you.
And when the school started it was a living hell with all the kids bully me couse i looked like a littel doll.
You were always there to comfort listen and understand me.
My life was so perfect when you were with me.
I know you have found peace and happiness on the other side. But I'm still here caught in between.
I miss you so much.
The sun was shining today. the sun beams light up all rooms and the blackbirds began there amazing songs. I stood and looked out over the ocean, enjoying mr. frost dessapearing.
It was allmost warm in the house, so i desided to go out and talk a littel with the hens and rabbits.
I went out the door, and bang now i just had to stop by the island's doctor and hospital to get patched up my thumb back together, instead. The door had just slam in over my poor finger, it looked not good.
For the moment i just look like puny wimp or a badly wounded warrior.
I hate these accidents, why does it all allways come to me?
But the lady i wrote to yesterday, have answered me, and accepted to meet with me, soon.
Yeahh i looking so much foreward to get a life. It seems like i am on my way to the living.
The twin paintings i am working on for the moment is allso in a good progress. Hope to finish them both before this weekend. So i can get started on the next two orders soon.
Today i had enough.
Once again i had the most terrible night, the pains nearly killed me, but at last i got a few houers of sleep.
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